This is kind of what my brain and my feelings feel like right now.
I did check a bunch of things off my to-do list last week, and bought a bunch of things as well that I’ve been meaning to buy for a while. Along the way I got rejected by more jobs and felt very, very bad about myself and things that I cannot control – like jobs and plans and relationships and time in general. I’m not sure if it’s just PMS or if I really just need to snap out of it. Life goes on and so can I. I can be strong and resilient and keep going on and not care so much about what other people think, and to allow myself to feel things even if it feels selfish sometimes.
And today! Is a new day and I woke up and am getting things done so today can be a good day too.